What the wife caught you post comment on a JW discussion group? I hope she don't go to the elders or your'e toast.
Anyway you need a vacation from all this tension that comes from keeping a delusion alive in discussions with this group. Maybe you could join a nice safe(but boring) closely monitored "JW only" group if that is more your speed or liking.
Well I hope you found what ever it is you were looking for, thanks for the visit and you know where we are and you are welcome back any time.